halalallalalalalalal~ au ah gelap

My mind just went blank and suddenly a thought occurred about someone who never discuss my weaknesses, that he know my weakness is his weakness too. his weakness is only one, he could not hear when I cry, ten months I went through all with him. I can not lie I feel myself so far, I would not be able to forget the good memories with him, memories that will always be remembered to me at any time, although painful and tormenting my own feelings but could I do? I can not forget, though now I've got a better than him but he's still the most understood what I wanted and what is going on with me. honestly, I love him he's the first look at my eyes with trust, honesty and sincerity. he always told me to spill his sincerity when he wanted to prove if he wants to be the last in my life, the more he tried, but why did he betray me? I believe fully in him, no doubt from my eyes. I just want her last! He is a companion will be, but my confidence was destroyed because he betrayed me, she said "yes, I will not leave you darling and I will not betray your trust with me, you're the last love. I promise" I looked at him believe and I can not say anything.

I would still love nineteen
I would still remember where you first saw my eyes and held my hand tightly as if he would not want to lose me:')

a short story

di suatu kelas saat itu hari sudah menunjukan pukul 09.45 ada 2 orang anak perempuan sedang berbincang entah apa yg mereka bicarakan (karena yg mereka omongin topiknya macem2) tiba2 ada percakapan kecil antara mereka

a : perempuan 1
b : perempuan 2
z : salah satu mantan si perempuan 1
v : pacarnya si perempuan 1

b : eh mantan lo ada berapa cuy? 6 yak?
a : hm (sambil ngitung dalem hati) iya 6 boy, emang kenapa?
b : tuh kan bener anak mane aje?
a : yg satu anak sekolah c, yg satu d, yg satu e, yg satu p, yg satu q, yg satu lg r (maaf di sensor nama sekolahnya)
b : oalah ckck eh lo masih berhubungan sama si z?
a : hm iya masih kok tp dia sms gue cuma minta PULSA ngeselin kan?
b : hahahaha (ketawa ngakak) gila ngeselin bgt itu mah
a : makanye minta di gorok dia mah
b : lo masih syg tp sama dia?
a : hmm gitu deh syg sih lumayan udah ilang tp ya gitu
b : gitu gimana?
a : yah gitu walaupun gue udah sama si v tp tetep di hati gue ga ada yg bisa gantiin si z
b : lah parah lo tp lo sayang kan sama si v?
a : iya lah malah sayang bgtbgtbgtan gua malah cinta gua sama dia
b : nah terus gimana?
a : yah gitu td yang gue bilang tetep ga ada yg bisa gantiin posisi z di hati gue

mereka terdiam sejenak dan tiba2 bel berbunyi dan mereka akhiri perbincangan mereka dengan keluar kelas bersama-sama